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| im doing pretty well. summer's good. i've been working a lot. its been pimp hanging out with julie every day. im taking a break tonight. the god damn lady i babysit for has not payed me for this week and i am desperate for money. julie and i are tied once again and i love her. my mom looks like the dutch boy with her new hair cut. im seriously considering dying my hair blonde. i think it would be fun. im dreading school and i want to get those 3 weeks back. peace out. |
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| so everything is going okay. im ungrounded tomorrow. i got paid yesterday. the sadness comes and goes but i still cant make myself call him. i love him so much but i just dont know what to say. i wish i could change everything and i wish it could be the way it was. i jsut dont know what to do anymore. i want to call him but im just too afraid. its not easy. ive seen the error of my ways and i definitely am sick of being who i am. maybe ill call him. i need advice. i jsut dont know what to do. |
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